(See the look on Leila's face? Ah the sassy's are still rearing their ugly head at four and NOT just at three)Hey all! How are you? Long time no chat I know... sorry. I have been hit with a big fat wall of blahs. Anyone out there with me? I dont know what is going on but I just want to do nothing. Wait I take that back, I want to do something I just cant find the motivation to do it. My workout routine has gone to crap. My eating has turned to WAY to much fast food then I am comfortable admitting to. And my art? Forget about it, I feel like I cant get anything from my head to canvas to look the way I want it to. I have been taking some creative classes to hope I get my butt in gear but they really are just overwhelming then inspiring me ugh.
I have been spending tons of time with the kids, and when Ken isnt working on the weekends (there has been a lot of that lately, me and the kids miss him) we are spending time as a family. But other then that NOTHING is getting done. I feel like I am spinning my wheels in every sector of my life and as much as I hate it I havent put a stop to it.
Oh, and the video I promised? our video editing software has decided to no longer work so a picture of what I created is on its way, I am not happy with it but I need to let it go and go on to the next challenge... paisleys not sure yet what I am going to do with that. I think I am going to make a tribute to my friend Rose, because whenever I think of paisleys I think of her.
So what have you been doing this summer, please tell me I am not alone with getting my butt kicked this season.
I have been spending tons of time with the kids, and when Ken isnt working on the weekends (there has been a lot of that lately, me and the kids miss him) we are spending time as a family. But other then that NOTHING is getting done. I feel like I am spinning my wheels in every sector of my life and as much as I hate it I havent put a stop to it.
Oh, and the video I promised? our video editing software has decided to no longer work so a picture of what I created is on its way, I am not happy with it but I need to let it go and go on to the next challenge... paisleys not sure yet what I am going to do with that. I think I am going to make a tribute to my friend Rose, because whenever I think of paisleys I think of her.
So what have you been doing this summer, please tell me I am not alone with getting my butt kicked this season.
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Sometimes, I think we have to let our butts be kicked. Wallow in it a bit, you know. Not for too long, not until we forget what not wallowing feels like, but enough to know that we're done with it. I hope there's a light at the end of the tunnel soon, friend!
I have been sewing up storm. All sorts of projects- 4th of July dresses, bridesmaids dresses and more!
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